I was talking to a subscriber just now and he said it was bold of me to wear my slippers to the grocery store. sometimes I go in my PJs! is this controversial?!
I need to talk about last night. I came A LOT. Something is happening with my mind and body because I was insatiable last night. I stopped counting after twenty orgasms. 20. Two zero. What?!
I've been thinking about self-care activities so I've been making cosy areas in my home to retreat to when needs be. I've begun making a "distraction box" which will have puzzles, games, colouring books, work books and cute activities to busy myself with when I need to. If you'd like to help fill my activity box I've made a wish list especially for it on Amazon. The link is in my bio!
I’m back to my page after a few weeks of rest and recuperation. I took some pictures for you while I was outside and potting plants. It’s due to snow here in England next week so I’m doing my best to take care of my garden 🪴
I’m currently staying at a cute lil house to work on my mental health. It’s been really useful taking time away from everything. I’m not ready to come back to life yet but I wanted to check in and say I’m alive and well ❤️
In fact, I am at a wellness house working on my mental health. It is true that a psych team insisted I come here. And maybe they call this place a ‘crisis house.’ And it is true I’m struggling with some issues that have arisen in my sobriety.
BUT! I feel this is a positive step and not a negative one. During my stay I am looking at how to manage my mental health holistically, which I was already doing, but it was felt that it best I am monitored for the time being.
My care team has strongly recommended I don’t work during my stay here. Truthfully I think it is for the best too, but being self employed I don’t get sick pay. And because I’m not a massive creator I don’t have savings to fall back on.
(Don’t worry, I’m not setting up a go fund me or whatever)
But please indulge in the content I send out. My videos are affordable and accessible and I try to cater to as many kinks as possible!
Your support means the world to me. I wish to truly relax and immerse myself in this experience which means being away for a time but I promise to return.
I’m trying to treat this as a holiday but truthfully it feels anything but. It’s difficult. It’s sobering. It’s triggering. But you know what else it is? Necessary.
Of course if you can send tips I’d be more than grateful. I’m behind on rent and although I’m working on not being ashamed about all this, I feel fear and anxiety.
Gah. Emotional post but I found it prudent to share. Thank you for being part of my life and journey. Thank you for experiencing me as a human being and not just as a porn creator. Thank you for being in my lil world.
Lots of love. X
p.s. my VIP will be on sale while I am away - please join to indulge in videos and explicit content! 👉🏻 @monroeschamber
there seems to be an issue uploading new videos today! I sent a really cute welcome video to newbies and it won't load :-( I promise I look cute and edible like this rn!!! can send pics as proof 😇
1) Axel and I set up a couple cameras around the room so we could capture the bloopers and behind-the-scenes. This is taken from the phone camera and I’ve edited this little snippet of us as I first begin playing with Axel’s body. He teaches me how he likes to be touched, where he is most sensitive and what turns him on.
2) As a Dominatrix I don’t often give head. In fact, in my personal life I reserve such activity for lovers who I am connected to on a very deep level.
When I hooked up with Axel I decided I wanted to give it a go and to learn how to make it pleasurable for both of us. I loved it. I enjoyed the filling in my mouth, the subtle twitches, and I adored hearing Axel moaning under his breath.
Both Axel and I are dominant and we enjoyed tormenting the viewer - you’ll hear a couple phrases as we blur this video between BTS and POV. It’s intimate and you can see how pleased I am when I hear that I’m doing a good job… perhaps there is a subby side desperate to come out!
I adore our chemistry in this video. The playfulness is so sweet and I revel in the sincere encouragement.
3) As we began fucking each other we kept coming up with ideas for what kind of scene we were filming.
Both of us are naturally dominant but we liked the idea of exploring my submissive side. In part 1 we considered naming the video: “converting a dominatrix to submission” but it didn’t come as naturally to me as I thought it would.
As we became more comfortable with each other we confessed our mutual breeding kink and so the narrative very quickly began revolving around that!
4) This is just footage of me getting lost in the pleasure. I love being bent over and fucked like this - my body supported while cock hits deep. I think this video will make it to the Final Cut because I love how pained I sound when I feel my pussy being stretched and filled by Axel’s cock. The dirty talk, meant only for me, soaks me completely and I let go and enjoy it.
5) This is where our chemistry really kicks off - look how excited we get when we discuss dirty talk! Both Axel and I have similar kinks (breeding, domination, tease and denial) so this whole scene was fun. I enjoy the fucking I take here!
6) I mean... what is there to say about this? Arguably one of my favourite positions here - leg up, bent over, my hair being grabbed and my pussy fucked deep. My tits being squashed on the bed below providing a perfect cushion to the pounding I'm taking. It's only so long before I want my turn and straddle Axel before riding his cock.
7) My favourite part of this whole video is when you can see myself and Axel kissing in the reflection of the mirror. I love being fingered. God damn. Never miss this step, boys. It warms me up, opens me up and soaks me perfectly for receiving your cock. I love being able to lay back and accept this pleasure so shower me with your compliments. Tell me how good I taste and how you don't want to be anywhere else.
8) No words for this one. I'll let your imagination work how it wants to...