

**SEDUCTRESS** Your babygirl is ***one month sober*** today! It’s been very difficult but I’ve experienced overwhelming feelings of hope and excitement - I intend on holding onto that. I’ve been a heavy drinker for a long time. It progressed in moments of stress - my trial, post prison release, grief. It’s been my crutch for as long as I remember, a friend after I’d pushed everyone away. Tonight I had friends over for dinner and we celebrated together. I expressed sincere gratitude and felt so much love and acceptance. I have attempted sobriety many times before and my maximum amount of time of abstinence is 3 months. I’m hoping to beat that and carry on further! I welcome more nights like tonight where I am surrounded by real, untampered love and compassion. Thanks for celebrating with me. I love sharing my wins with you. ❤️