This morning I woke up with a thought, an insight that struck me...πΉ I realized how far away I really was from myself, that what was going on in my life could suit another girl, she wouldn't feel that something was missing, that something was wrong... But not me! πI realized that, languishing in an endless routine, I wouldn't be able to feel myself, or my desires, or my true needs... π€Life passes, and I am still the same, I have not changed for better or for worse. It's as if time has stopped, everything around me has frozen, and so have I... Maybe it's a trick of my head, and I should just smile and not think about it?π€·ββοΈ