



In case anyone was curious. Of course things couldn't work out for me. Still a virgin unfortunately, but not kissless anymore, he did kiss me when I was laying on a couch not really expecting it.
He basically texted "you're not happy, let's break up" lots, so it was also weird gaslighting, like of course I'm not happy cuz u treat me bad and act like it's impossible for u to do the bare minimum, I just want u to do better. I just wanted to see him like I do every Friday on Valentine's Day, I didn't need gifts or anything. But he went out of his way to tell me he didn't want to see me on that day. Also his family is racist which is why they can't know that I exist, he says it would "be a big thing" and it looks like he was always on their side in the end and racist himself.
I wanted to jump back into nudes, but I honestly don't feel good after grinding my crotch on a dude's crotch in a bikini, and then being completely rejected. Online chess is better than lil old me huh